Friday, October 26, 2012

Vivian's First Birthday Party

I spent quite a bit of time planning Vivian's first birthday party. Charles and I agreed that we wanted a color theme instead of a character theme. We wanted something that was fall-friendly, but also girly. We decided to have a pink, orange, and yellow flower themed party. I got right to work on her party invitations!


I wanted to make tissue paper poms and a "one" pinata for her party. I searched Pinterest and found some easy tutorials and got to work! It took me two weeks worth of nap time craft sessions to get them all done! But I did, indeed, make everything on my own!

Decorations hung up. Charles and Mike looking at my homemade pinata after it was broken open.
(I forgot to take a photo of the pinata BEFORE it was broken... Oops!)
The morning of Vivian's party, I baked her cupcakes and cake and got started on the food prep. I used candy melts to make the decorations on the cupcakes and cake. They turned out great and it was easy! I set up the chili bar and side/dessert table while Charles cooked the chili.


People started showing up, and although the food was a little late in being served, we had an awesome turnout! We let everyone dig into the chili bar and right afterwards, we sang "Happy Birthday" to Miss Vivian and let her get messy in her cake!


We got her all cleaned up and then sat down to open presents! She got a lot of panda presents, clothes, toys, and a sippy cup. She LOVES her sippy cup and wanted nothing but it as soon as she opened it! Here are a few photos from her opening presents:


The sun came out just as Vivian finished her presents, so we took the pinata outside and had all the kiddos come with us to break open the pinata! We got through everyone and the pinata still hadn't broken open, so Charles threw the pinata at Teresa, who was ready to hit it with a baseball bat. It worked! Here are some photos of our girls:


Teresa and I divided the candy among the kiddos and soon after, everyone started heading home. We took some time to open Vivian's gifts from the boxes and let her play with her new toys. The toy she enjoyed the most was the panda that she could hit and it wouldn't fall over! She stood at the table and started kicking it and giggling!


She took a nap after things settled down! We still had another birthday party to go to that night, so she needed the down time! It was a wonderful party!

I am amazed at how much my baby girl has grown! She has her own personality and is full of life! She knows what she wants and she won't stop until she gets it! I hope she keeps that quality as she grows into a beautiful woman someday! But for now, I'll just keep her as my little lady and love on her each and every single day that God blesses me with! I love you, Vivian Rane!

8 Months Pregnant
Taken three days before I delivered Vivian!
Welcome to the world, Vivian Rane!
Vivian on her first birthday.
I am excited for her next birthday and all the ones that will follow it! I'm excited to see what things she is going to like! Who knows what her second birthday party theme will be?! But I do know one thing, whatever it is, she will let me know when the time comes! I love my beautiful October baby!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Happy FIRST Birthday, Vivian Rane! Carie's COLOR RUN!

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY, VIVIAN RANE!


We started our morning off with pancakes that were shaped like ones! Vivian just LOVES pancakes, so I knew this would be the perfect birthday breakfast for my little lady! She really enjoyed them and her banana!


I was off to Des Moines shortly after for THE COLOR RUN! It was awesome! It was very, very cold! The sun came out a little while I was running, but for the most part, it was windy and cold! But that didn't stop Jennifer, Gabe, and myself from having an amazing time!

Before            &             After
And even though I spent Vivian's birthday away from her for the afternoon, I made sure she was with me during the race! I got COLORED!!!

I got home around 6:30 and our family headed to Vivian's Godparent's house for a chili supper! We had Vivian's cake and sang Happy Birthday!


It was a day of firsts for our family! Vivian's first birthday, my first color run, my first 5K since high school... it was an amazing day! I hope that the Color Run is warmer next year! Vivian's birthday party is a week from today! I have the rest of this next week to finish up decorations and get things ready!

Vivian, Mommy and Daddy love you so, so much! You light up our lives and make each day worth living. You are loved and adored by your two big sisters! I cannot wait to watch you grow up and become a wonderful young woman, but for now, you can stay little! I wouldn't mind one bit! You and Mommy have been breastfeeding for a year and that was a goal Mommy had set before you even entered this world. You are one of a kind and we are grateful to Heavenly Father for blessing our family with your sweet spirit! Happy Birthday, my love!

Friday, October 5, 2012

October Already? Update time!

Where has August and September gone? We have had an amazing few months! But I guess time flies when you're having fun!

Most of August had the weather being either super hot or really rainy, so we have spent most of our time inside. My girls love to read and have me read to them. I have spent countless hours on my couch reading book after book to my girls. There are some books that I don't even need to read anymore because I can tell it from memory! With Vivian becoming more mobile, she's discovered books. Although she can't read and won't hold still for me to read one to her, she sure loves to find our tiny books and flip through the pages!

One of the things I have always wanted to do was raise children who appreciate books! I think I'm doing a great job so far!

Charles and I found out the day after our anniversary (8/12/12) that his great aunt had passed away. We went to her visitation and brought our girls to meet Charles' extended family. They were so sweet and just loved getting to meet a bunch of new people! We got so many nice compliments on our beautiful daughters! I took a photo of each girl before we left, and looking like this, it was hard to not just swoon over my girls!


On August 18th, Jamie and I ran our last run for the Couch to 5K running plan! It was a bittersweet morning, but we finished our 30 minute run without stopping and did it with smiles on our faces! By the time I got back home, I had to start getting ready for Karmen's surprise birthday party! We had to leave around 1:30 to make it to the church to set up before she got there. It was a wonderful moment when she came into the room and was genuinely surprised! She almost passed out! There were a ton of people who showed up! We traveled home, then Charles and I went to Karmen's house to watch The Hunger Games to wrap up Karmen's birthday party!

I have had some difficulty with Caitlin and not wanting to take a nap in the afternoons. I have tried putting her in her bed and leaving the room hoping she'd fall asleep, only to find that she won't go to sleep and ends up waking Rosalie too early. I got frustrated with that because I would have two crabby kiddos instead of one. I had no choice than to keep Caitlin up. But by the end of the day, she was beyond fussy and cranky.

An idea came one day to have her take "rest" time on the couch. She could color, read books, or watch a movie as long as she was laying on the couch and being quiet. And it worked! Some days, she'll stay up, but the other days are ending up like this:


I know she needs her naps! She feels so much better on the days she falls asleep on the couch! Even if it is only for 30 minutes, she gets her rest! This makes me very happy! I'm able to get some quiet time to relax, clean, or craft!

We had a week of cooler weather, so it was a great opportunity to get the girls outside without worrying if they'd get overheated in a short amount of time! I actually had to pull out the girls' fall/winter clothes! While doing this, the girls noticed a pattern in their clothes. They came up to me carrying every shirt that had Dora on the front! It was followed by, "It's time to get dressed with Dora, Mommy!" So I dressed the girls up in Dora clothes and got some photos of them playing on the porch one morning!


The vest that Vivian is wearing actually goes with the outfit that Rosalie was wearing, but she decided to share with Vivian! It was so cute watching her put the vest on Vivian! Caitlin helped!

Vivian got hold of some crayons from Caitlin's color box one evening. Charles and I didn't realize it at first because we were helping the other two color. It wasn't until Vivian climbed up the side of the couch and I reached for her that I realized Vivian had been into the crayons! I saw purple all over my pants and the couch cushion... not to mention, all over Miss Vivian!


Vivi has been very independent lately! She wants to do everything herself.  Everything. And she will scream and fight if you try to help her do anything.


Welcome September! I went shopping for some clothes for Vivian and stumbled upon some awesome deals for used Halloween costumes for the girls! The rectory was having a costume sale, all costumes were $1! Caitlin will be SpiderGirl, Rosalie will be a Princess, and Vivian will be a ducky!


The next day, September 2nd, we traveled to Red Oak for my Mom's surprise birthday party at my Aunt's house! We showed up early to help with the food and to spend some time with our family before my Mom showed up!

My Mom really had no idea that we had planned it all behind her back! She thought that maybe we were having a party for her baby brother, but no! It was for her! We all hid in the garage and waited for her to come inside so that we could yell, "SURPRISE!", and then sing Happy Birthday!

September 6th, Vivian turned 11 months old! It has flown by! She is growing so fast! She is petite compared to her sisters when they were that age, she is unique! She has a fantastic personality and is always happy and clapping her hands! When I was trying to take her 11 Month photo, she would not hold still or leave her yellow flower alone! I took about 50 photos and only one turned out good! So I decided to put a fun one and the good one next to each other! Happy 11 Months, Vivian Rane!


September 13th, we took the girls to a Parents as Teachers fun night! The theme was ducks. The girls read some stories about ducks, made some paper crafts, and had a puppet show. We put our names in a box for a chance to win one of the puppet boxes and ended up winning the biggest one! I snapped some photos of the girls playing with it the next morning! They were just tickled that we won it and got to take it home! Vivian didn't really like going inside, so she sat outside of the box and read some books!


September 14th, we took the girls over to Mike and Karmen's house for a soup pot-luck before the hot air balloons had a fun flight that evening. Mike and Karmen live a few houses down from the football field where the balloons drop the sandbag onto the target. So once we saw some balloons in the air, we took the girls over and watched the balloons come really close and fly away! We had an amazing time!
You can see the balloons in the pictures, but they are very small in the sky! In the third photo, Caitlin is pretending that the hot air balloon is on her finger!

Watching a balloon land on the football field!
September 15th, I got to represent the YMCA in the Balloon Days parade that morning by doing Zumba! If you have been following my weight-loss journey, I did the same thing in the fourth of July parade. I was 20 lbs heavier then. This time was SO much easier!

Charles took the girls to the depot to watch the parade! He said that Caitlin sat on the curb and didn't want to do anything while Rosalie was running around picking up candy and waving at people in the parade! Vivian chilled in the stroller next to Daddy.


Mike and Karmen came over for lunch and chilled with us for the rest of the day! Karmen and I watched some movies while Charles and Mike went Frisbee golfing. When the sun was almost down, we took the girls over to the airport to watch the night glow. The balloons line up and do a count down. Once it's time, they all make the balloons glow at the same time. This year wasn't as good as the past years, but we got a few good photos of the balloons lighting up! Caitlin was in awe as she watched! Rosalie kept saying, "Hot. Air. Balloon. FIRE!" Vivian just chilled in the backseat of the car!


September 18th, our Parent Educator, Retta, came over to spend some time with Caitlin and Rosalie! She told me before she came over that she wanted to finger paint with the girls. It was hard keeping it a surprise, but the girls were so excited when Retta and I told them what we were doing for her visit! The girls got right into it and were pros! This was both of their first time finger painting! They also got to watercolor paint! It wasn't as fun as painting with their fingers, but they both loved being able to use a paint brush! They both created masterpieces!

With the cooler weather coming more frequently, I had to switch Vivian's clothes over from her summer attire to her fall/winter attire. Most of the clothes she has that are meant for this season. She is also moving up a size in her clothes. We are finally in 12 month clothes. So when I was switching over her clothes, I had a moment of sadness when I realized that she wouldn't fit some of the 6-9 month winter clothes that her older sisters got to wear, and some that were new to Vivian. Since it was a cool day, I put Vivian in most of the outfits I wanted her to have at least one photo while wearing! She was a trooper and loved playing dress up!
She's posed similar in the middle and last photos because she was trying to pull the rosette hairband off of her head from behind! :) Strike a pose!
This brings us to the end of September!

September 28th, Homecoming parade! I took the girls over to T's house for the Homecoming parade done by the High School/Middle School. We came over a little early so that the kids could play and get the wiggles out of their systems. By the time it was time for the parade, everyone had their own lawn chair that was lined up on the side of the road!

There was lots of candy being thrown and both girls picked it up this time! Caitlin held her hands over her ears most of the time because of the "loud firetrucks". Rosalie took time to wave to each person in the parade and say, "HIIIII!!! HIIIIII!!!" She had the Queen candidates laughing pretty hard and saying, "Oh! She's so cute!" Rosie was LOVING the attention! By the end of the parade, the moment we had been waiting for was coming down the road! My nephew, Austin, was riding on a truck representing his football team! I didn't get a close-up shot of him on the truck because by the time the girls realized that he was on the truck, I had to hold them still because they wanted to run to him! It was super cute! They were so proud of Austin!

Welcome October!

This month is packed with stuff for our family! I am going to to try and stay updated on here! Especially since Vivian turns ONE this month! Her party is planned and I've been working on her party decorations and pinata! There is also the Color Run, other birthday parties, a wedding, Halloween, and more! I'll keep y'all updated as best as I can!

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Carie's Weight Loss Journey - Week 17

Hello again! Week 17! Has it really been 17 weeks?! Seems unreal! It has flown by!

In my last post, I had just started  my 30 day No-Binge-Eating Challenge. I am very pleased to say that I was successful in the challenge. It was not easy. Not at all. I found myself scanning my cupboards and the fridge almost every night looking for food to eat. It was robotic. After I put the girls down for bed at night, I head straight for the kitchen to find something to eat that I can eat by myself. And in a house with three kiddos, I NEVER have food to myself. By the third week into the challenge, I found myself doing other things after I put my girls down for the night. I would watch some Netflix, craft, clean up the toys in the living room, etc. I realized that I didn't need to eat after my girls went down. Sure, it's nice! But it's not a need. I started drinking a large glass of ice water, and if the "I'm hungry" feeling didn't go away, I would eat some popcorn or other healthy snack. And I made sure to keep it light, because I have been going to bed earlier than I use to because I'm tired from working out!


I have kept the same workout schedule as before. Zumba on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday each week. Running/Elliptical/Weight Lifting on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday each week. I didn't do what I said I was going to by running each day. Vivian's feeding schedule changed up on me and I haven't been able to get up early enough to run. BUT, I am feeling so much better running! I am pushing myself more and more and seeing just how far I can go before I have to stop. I am amazed myself a few times! But my fear came true this month. I had a 2 pound gain. And yes, I know that muscle weighs more than fat. But it is very discouraging when I've been working as hard as I have been. I decided to look into different workouts to burn major calories and came across some "shredmill" workouts for the treadmill. And those worked! I saw results the next morning on the scale! The workouts also about made me keel over! But I did survive!


In my town, we have an annual hot-air balloon race. The weekend-long celebration is pretty amazing! There was a fun flight that Friday evening, a 5K balloon chase that Saturday morning, followed by the parade uptown! I represented the YMCA again by doing Zumba in the parade! It was much, MUCH cooler than the 4th of July parade! And considering I am about 20 pounds lighter, I had a much easier time doing Zumba! It was a gorgeous morning and I had a lot of fun! (I'm in the orange!)


I also decided to start taking Power Hour at the YMCA on Tuesday and Thursday each week. I am still going to get a run in the mornings, but it won't be a hard run until Saturday. Power Hour is an intense class! It is a circuit training class. The instructor, Dave, likes to push people to their limits in a good way. He encourages you as you push yourself, and right when you want to stop, he tells you not to give up and push just a little bit more. It is an awesome class! I have NEVER done anything like it in my life! I was literally dripping with sweat about 10 minutes into the workout! I wanted to stop, I felt like throwing up, but I kept pushing and I made it through my first two days in the class! I also learned that my bladder isn't very strong when I have to jump up and down as fast as I can. I guess having three children back to back took it's toll on my body in ways that I didn't realize until just recently! Luckily I didn't pee my pants, but I came VERY close! No fun there! But we all got a good laugh in at class!

I have one week until my baby turns one and I have started weaning her from breastfeeding. It's a little sad for me, but I am looking forward to not having to time her feedings with my workouts! Which is why my morning runs haven't been happening. I need to feed her before I can run, and she hasn't been waking up until my husband leaves for work. I can't run with a "full tank" on my chest! I am also looking forward to being able to do things without having the extra weight on my chest! It's not much, but it sure feels like a lot when you're jumping rope or jumping over things... or running in place... you get the idea! Point: I am looking forward to having smaller boobs! Makes me think of this:



Start to Week 9, then Week 13 and Week 17 progression photos:


Start to Week 17 photos:


Week 13 and Week 17 photo:



Starting Weight: 202 lbs
Week 1 Weight: 193 lbs
Week 2 Weight: 190 lbs
Week 3 Weight: 190 lbs
Week 4 Weight: 189 lbs
Week 5 Weight: 188 lbs
Week 6 Weight: 184 lbs
Week 7 Weight: 182 lbs
Week 8 Weight: 179 lbs
Week 9 Weight: 177 lbs
Week 10 Weight: 175 lbs
Week 11 Weight: 174 lbs
Week 12 Weight: 173 lbs
Week 13 Weight: 171 lbs
Week 14 Weight: 172 lbs
Week 15 Weight: 173 lbs
Week 16 Weight: 169 lbs
Week 17 Weight: 168 lbs
Weight Lost Since Week 13: 5 lbs
Total Weight Lost: 34 lbs
Weight To Go: 33 lbs


I had a 2 pound gain. Which sucked, but I blasted it out of the water with a 4 pound loss in one week during Week 16! Thank you, shredmill workouts! I broke into the 160's! I haven't seen those numbers since college! And, to top it all off, I REACHED MY HALF-WAY GOAL!

New ZUMBA shirt for me! WOO HOO! I have no Zumba clothes, so I'm pretty pumped! I can't believe I am at my half way goal! I've lost 34 pounds! It's amazing! I feel so great! But I do know that it is going to be tough from here on out. I am going to be super diligent this next month with my calorie logging and working out. This month has been a little slack for me when it comes to logging my calories into My Fitness Pal. I've been honest with it, but I need to start cutting back on the sweets. Especially with Halloween coming up at the end of next month!

Next weekend is a big one for our family! My baby girl is turning one and I will be running the Color Run in Des Monies for my first 5K since High School! I am very excited! And a little nervous! I know that the color run is a fun run, but I have been training to be able to run it without stopping! I am there! I am ready! I plan on running some other 5K's and 10K's before the DAM to DAM this coming June 2013.

My plan for this month is to continue doing Zumba, Power Hour, shredmill workout on Saturdays, and running when I can during the week after I'm finished breastfeeding!

My new motto/advice for the month:


Saturday, September 1, 2012

Carie's Weight Loss Journey - Week 13

This past month has had it's ups and downs for me. Emotionally, mentally, physically, etc. Coming out of the BMI challenge, I slacked off like crazy the first week. Not with working out, but with my food intake. Although my meals stayed the same, I gave into a craving (or two). Cravings for some DQ, or a candy bar (I kept them to the "fun size" only), and even though it was Coke Zero, I still gave into the craving for pop.

I have a friend who has been struggling with binge eating. And I have always struggled with it. She mentioned that she was going to do a 30 day No-Binge-Eating challenge and I jumped on board with her! I figured it would be hard to do that alone, so I might as well help her through! So as of August 24th, I started my 30 day challenge. It. Has. Been. Difficult.


I never realized just how attached I am to food. It hit me when I was sitting on the floor in the kitchen. I had sat down to cry. I cried because I really, really wanted to go through the cabinets and binge. Even though I do not buy junk food, the healthy food is still there. And when you add on serving after serving after serving of different healthy foods, those calories are still going to get me. I have found that I like to binge at night, so I have been going to bed earlier, and that has helped!

I have continued to do Zumba on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday each week. Jamie and I finished up the C25K running plan on August 18th! She is now back to work, so I'm on my own for my workouts. I have continued running on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday each week. I have bumped up my distance some days, and ran for pace other days. I have started running on treadmills. Mostly just so that I know what pace feels good and what pace pushes me a little more. As of right now, a 10 minute mile is doable, but still difficult. My goal for the DAM to DAM is to run a 9.5 minute mile, or even a 9 minute mile.

There are moments when I'm running where all I can think about is stopping. All I want to do is quit. I can't think of anything else pushing me along. That's when I remember...


I went on a 3 mile run with my Zumba instructor, Jen, this morning and she has an app on her smartphone, called Endomondo, that has her running to the beat of certain songs. She told me about it, but it wasn't until we actually started running that I realized just how genius the app is! It tells you when you've run a mile and what your pace is. And you can adjust your pace and songs as needed. It helped me to forget the hurt in my legs and sides, and just keep my feet running with the beat of each song. We wanted to run farther, but I had zero energy. I blame the fact that I had no pre-workout fuel. My bad... I am never doing that again! So hopefully, next time we run, I'm fueled and we can run for 5 or 6 miles!

Through everything this past month, I have been worried that I would see a gain on the scale. Mainly because of my slacking off. But I did not see such a thing! I weighed myself each week and watched my weight go down farther and farther! Talk about a confidence boost! Seeing the number going down made me want to go on a run or do an extra workout to celebrate!

And that's when it hit me. The best way to curb my cravings and beat binge eating is to work out! It gets my mind off of the want and on to the need to see results!


Start to Week 9, and Week 13 photos:


Start to Week 13 photos:


Week 9 and Week 13 photo:



Starting Weight: 202 lbs
Week 1 Weight: 193 lbs
Week 2 Weight: 190 lbs
Week 3 Weight: 190 lbs
Week 4 Weight: 189 lbs
Week 5 Weight: 188 lbs
Week 6 Weight: 184 lbs
Week 7 Weight: 182 lbs
Week 8 Weight: 179 lbs
Week 9 Weight: 177 lbs
Week 10 Weight: 175 lbs
Week 11 Weight: 174 lbs
Week 12 Weight: 173 lbs
Week 13 Weight: 171 lbs
Weight Lost Since Week 9: 6 lbs
Total Weight Lost: 31 lbs
Weight To Go: 36 lbs


My weight lost and weight to go numbers are so close to matching! Which means I'm almost half-way to my goal! I cannot believe it! I got on and off the scale three times today! I am so close to the 160's! I haven't seen those numbers on the scale since college! It feels amazing! Absolutely amazing! I feel amazing! There are moments when I am working out or going to pick up my children and I can actually feel how much stronger I have gotten!

I hit my 30 lb goal and I am getting a full mani/pedi as a reward! I am a few pounds away from my new workout clothes reward for hitting my half-way goal! I love having some incentive to push myself! I really, really want the iPod!

My plan for the next month remains about the same! Attend Zumba like I have been, but I plan on running Monday through Saturday. The days with Zumba will be more "fun run" type days, whereas the other days will be my "hard run" days. I do not want to overdo it, but I also want to take things up a small notch! I am going to start working more on toning (weight lifting) and core strength. I think it will be better for my running if my core strength was better! I still have my baby pooch, even though it doesn't look as prominent as it did back in June.

My new motto for the month is:


Although I'm pretty sure I'm always going to jiggle! It's nice to dream!