Sunday, November 27, 2011

The Second Half of Our Year

July brought Independence day and the girls just LOVED the parade held uptown! We got lucky and got a seat in the shade to watch the whole thing, which was wonderful for my pregnant self! We snapped a few pictures of the girls watching the parade!
Caitlin and her Peace glasses!
Rosalie and her Peace glasses!
We went to the Train Depot to see Clifford the Big Red Dog, but when we got there, Caity was too scared of him. We didn't get any pictures with Clifford. We headed home to put the girls down for their nap. As soon as they woke up, we headed out to our Uncle Dean's house for grilling out, fishing, and hanging out! We spent the entire rest of our afternoon and evening out with them, and had a blast! The girls just LOVED all the toys they had!
Brayton and Caitlin giving High Fives!
Charles caught the only fish that day!
The girls on the giant elephant rocker!
We made it home in time to put the girls to bed, pull out the lawn chairs, and watch the fireworks over the lake down the street from us! (Don't worry, we never left our yard!) We had a lot to be thankful for that day! We had an amazing time with our family!

On July 16th, we were able to go to the Winter Quarters Temple as a family! It was the first time Charles and I had been to the temple since before Caitlin was born! It was an awesome experience for us! Luckily, Dad goes to the temple every Saturday (as a volunteer) and watched the girls while Charles and I attended an endowment session. Dad took the girls to the visitor's center to play! When we were done, we met back up with Dad and Caitlin was so excited to tell us all about the fun she had with her Papa! It was a beautiful day for our forever family!
Carie with baby, Caitlin, Rosalie, and Charles!
Earlier in the month, my brother and his wife welcomed a baby boy into our family! We went to visit them when they visited my Mom for a weekend! The girls just LOVED baby Graydon! It was good practice for them, considering they would be getting a baby sister in a few months! They were so sweet with him and kept giving him sweet kisses!
Caitlin meeting Graydon!
Rosalie meeting Graydon!
August kept us busy at the pool and outside in our yard! A friend of the family bought our girls a play pool for the back yard and the girls went crazy for it! I enjoyed getting the girls out into the sun (with sunscreen on, of course) and it was good for me to not feel contained in my house! I felt like there wasn't a room big enough for my pregnant body!

Charles and I celebrated our 4th wedding anniversary on August 11th! We thought it was crazy that it had been that long already! Ever since we welcomed Caitlin into our family, time has flown by! We decided to slow down and enjoy the day! We grilled steaks for supper and served them with sauteed zucchini, smashed potatoes, and kluski noodles! It was a comfort food medley! And it was delicious!

Charles' little sister Jenny got married in the end of August! We had family that traveled from Texas and stayed with us for the weekend of the wedding! It was a beautiful, small ceremony followed by a packed church for the reception! We were (and are) so happy for Jenny and Matt! And we wish them the best!

Matt and Jenny's first dance!

The entire month of September was spent at home! We were getting everything ready for our baby's arrival! And I was too scared to travel at all, for fear that my water would break and I wouldn't make it to the hospital in time to deliver. The girls had a blast helping me get ready for baby sister's arrival! They helped me with laundry, sorting clothes, putting stuffed animals in her bassinet (that were taken out once she was home, this was more to give the girls something to do!), and packing my overnight bag! They were so helpful!

Rosalie wanting to go with me?! LOVE HER!
Big Sister Caitlin practicing for her new baby sissy!
By October, I was getting restless to have our baby! I wanted her out because I had 2 weddings to be in later in the month! At my 40 week appointment, which was a few days before my due date, my doctor said that if I didn't go into labor on my own by that Wednesday night, he'd induce me the next morning. I got a call from a friend that night who wanted to take some maternity shots of me and the family before we had our baby! The shots are all posted on my facebook, but here are two that we loved the most!
The best family shot we got that evening!
A very pregnant Carie!
 I hit 40 weeks on October 5th, and nothing happened! I got all the finer details together for Dad, who would be watching the girls the whole day while we were in the hospital.

October 6th, we went to the hospital at 6:45 a.m. so that my doctor could induce me early. We registered and headed up to the room. We got everything situated, I was hooked up to the machines, and had an IV lock put in. My doctor came in and said I was dilated to a 3 and was 75% effaced. He put a pill next to my cervix to get it to efface enough so my water would break on it's own.

My Mom and brother, Bob, showed up around 10 and I hadn't had any progress. I was walking around, laughing, talking, and trying to stay positive. My sister-in-law, Teresa, showed up around noon. She has had 3 C-Sections and wanted to witness a live birth. I told her she could watch ours! By 2, I had finally dilated to a 4 and was 85% effaced. PROGRESS! I was pretty excited, but through it all, all I wanted was for Dr. T to break my water! Get the show on the road! But he said that he couldn't get enough of my bag of water to pop it without putting our baby's head at risk.

"Let's get this party started!"
I was given IV fluids and it helped get my contractions going. By 5, Dr. T came in and checked me and I was 100% effaced, but still sitting at a 4 to 5 cm. He decided to go ahead and break my water. He broke my water at 5:03 p.m. The show was on the road!

Instantly my contractions hurt. They were very painful. I did my best to breathe through them and stay focused. By the 11th contraction, the nurses were trying to get everything set up as fast as they could. I looked at Charles and told him that my contractions were getting to be too much for me and that I might need something to help with the pain. I had another contraction, and I said that I would definitely need something. My nurse decided to check me and told me that I was at 7 cm and she was going to get the doctor to see if there was anything that could be given to me.

But there was no time.

As soon as my nurse left, I felt the sudden urge to push. The other nurse ran over and told me not to push. "I'm not pushing! SHE'S COMING!" And not even 3 seconds later, I was told to push her shoulders out. I barely sat up to push when she was out! I was euphoric! My pain was gone and I was staring at Vivian's feet! My doctor came running into the room as my nurses were getting the clamps put on Vivian's cord! Everyone was laughing with joy and disbelief that it happened so fast! Vivian was put on my chest and I got some snuggle time with her while my doctor suited up to deliver the placenta. (Pointless by now!)

Vivian Rane Austin
October 6th, 2011
5:47 p.m.
8 lbs 1 oz
19 1/2 inches

I finally handed Vivian over so they could clean her up (I bled on her because she came out so fast) and let my nurses clean me up. It was at that time that I realized that Charles, Teresa, and my Mom got to see her fall out of me! A blessing for my Mom, considering she got trapped trying to leave the room so I could deliver! Our hospital has a limit of only 2 people to attend the Mother! Haha! Guess we broke the rules!

It was a truly heavenly experience! From the time my water was broken to when Vivian arrived, I depended 100% on my Heavenly Father to give me the strength to make it through the whole thing. When I was about to give up and get pain medication, I was filled with the reassurance that I could birth Vivian without it. And it happened when I about lost my faith in my body and self. Heavenly Father has a way in teaching us just how strong we really are. I felt strong and pushed through it! Although I never really "pushed" at all!

Our healthy, beautiful baby girl!
 Charles and I got to spend the next hour with our newest member of our forever family! Vivian took to breastfeeding right away and it was a beautiful sight! Seeing her in all her newness and marveling at her pure beauty! We had done it, for a third time! We brought a precious, beautiful daughter of our Heavenly Father to this earth!

Caitlin and Rosalie were brought in about 2 hours later and they were SO excited to see their Mommy! We introduced our daughters to each other! Caitlin kept calling Vivian "Baby Heart" and Rosalie kept saying "Sis, Sis, Sis!" We weren't quite sure how Caitlin and Rosalie would be around Vivian at first, but they took to her right away! Caitlin wanted to hold her as much as possible while Rosalie wanted to play in the drawers and cupboards! Hilarious!

Meeting Vivian!
Getting a better look at Vivian's face!
I was released from the hospital the next night! Vivian was welcomed home, officially! We had a little trouble the first week with getting Vivi to sleep at night! Because of the difficulty sleeping during the night, I wasn't able to make it to my best friend, Alyce's wedding. I was suppose to be her Matron of Honor, and I was terribly sad that I couldn't go. But she understood! Then in the second to third week, I had a really bad breast infection from poor latching. After a few days of antibiotics, pain meds, and pumping, Vivian and I established a good latch and have been fine ever since!

Halloween was fun for our family because it was the very first time we have ever taken our girls out trick-or-treating! Last year my Mom and my Sister-in-law each bought a Care Bear costume for cheap at garage sales, and they were both the right sizes we needed for this year! So we got Vivian a bear jacket and the girls went out as Care Bears! We stayed in our neighborhood and the girls got a lot of candy! It was a blessing that the costumes were so warm! It was a chilly night!

Vivian's first Halloween outfit!
Rosalie as Bed Time Bear and Caity as Harmony Bear!
Vivian wearing the hoodie that looks like a bear!

 November brought us Vivian's baby blessing on the 6th! It was a beautiful day! The sun was shining, the leaves were falling, and there was hardly a breeze! We invited Carie's Mom and Dad along with her little sister and brother. And we also invited Vivian's godparents, Mike and Karmen! Vivian's blessing was beautiful! Both Charles and I cried happy tears! In the craziness of the daylight savings time change, we didn't get any pictures with Vivian in her blessing dress at home, as a family, or with her godparents. But we snapped two photos of her with Carie's Mom and Dad! Seen here:

Grandma Tina, Vivian, Aunt Alice, Uncle Jeff, and Grandpa Raymond!
The proud Grandparents!
The next weekend, we had a family trip to see Mikey and Megan's little boy get baptized! It was our first trip as a family since having Vivian, so we were kind of nervous for the 3 hour drive! But all three girls did very well! We had an amazing time with everybody that weekend! The only pictures taken weren't on our camera! So sadly I cannot post a picture of that day on here. But I have a few of the kids playing!

Vivian and Graydon getting to know each other!
Caitlin and Rosalie playing with Graydon!
All of that brings us up to date! Thanksgiving was a great day for us! The girls LOVED the food that Charles' family and I prepared! Vivian couldn't really participate, but everyone had a blast passing her around the entire day! We weren't able to go to Carie's Mom's for the holiday, but with three kids in diapers, sometimes the choice between diapers and gas for the car makes travel hard!

Vivian's Thanksgiving bib and bow!
Now that you are all caught up, I am happy to say that my blogging will become regular again! It's taken me a few days to type all this out! So I am determined to keep up on our blogging!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

The First Half of Our Year

This post contains our year from January 2011 to the end of June 2011!

Starting the year off, Charles and I decided to get back into shape. We got memberships at the Y in town and started going daily! I would go to Zumba on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, while attending the Ramp-It class on Tuesday and Thursday. Charles would go an hour before my classes or the hour following, depending on the day. We worked together and supported each other! The first week I attended Zumba, I dropped 7 lbs! I was SUPER happy! Charles was toning up, but there wasn't a real change on the scale.

Rosalie and Caitlin on Valentines Day

By February, I had dropped 20 lbs and I wasn't feeling too good. I would go to work out and get really sick afterwards. Charles and I headed to the store after I got out of Zumba and I couldn't walk without feeling like I was going to vomit. We looked at each other and decided it would be best to get a pregnancy test. This is what we saw when we got home and I took the test:

Test taken on 2/21/2011

We didn't really know what to think at first. We were NOT trying to get pregnant. Although this was a happy moment for us, it was dimmed by the fact that all we could talk about was how we weren't ready for a third baby. The Jeep only seats 4, so we would need a new vehicle. I was still breastfeeding Rosalie. I had a PAP Smear scheduled for that week to see if any of the precancerous cells grew back from the time I had my surgery to remove part of my cervix that had abnormal cells on it. We were pretty scared. We immediately started talking about our options if I had another abnormal PAP. I didn't like talking about it, but it was something we had to decide on. Have this baby be our last, or get the surgery needed and lose the baby to have more later.

At my appointment, I told my doctor of my concerns and asked him what our options were going to be. He told us not to worry about it until we get the results. If everything was fine with my cervix, he didn't want me stressing the baby out. We agreed and prayed that everything would work out.

A few weeks later, our concerns were put to rest when everything was fine! My PAP was normal and we were beyond happy! We finally celebrated our pregnancy! But we kept it to ourselves for quite some time. I continued attending Zumba, but I was working out moderately with my doctor's permission.

March brought many happy family memories! My brother Mikey married his love, Megan, on the 5th! Charles and I were in the wedding party and Caitlin was the flower girl! We didn't get many pictures, but here are the ones we took! (Rosie isn't in too many because she slept off and on all night!)

Daddy and his Flower Girl!

Mommy and her Flower Girl!

The B-E-A-Utiful bride, Megan, with me!

Family photo back at the hotel! There was a better one taken professionally at the reception!

We celebrated Caitlin's SECOND birthday with a Dora party! She helped me color all the decorations and did a fantastic job! We invited all of our family and a few good friends! She got a ton of gifts and I had to do most of the opening becuase she would get a Dora present and not want to continue opening the rest! It was pretty comical! Here are some pics of her on her special day!

Caitlin on the actual day of her birthday, March 24th.

Caity in her Dora hat and Dora outfit playing her Dora guitar!

We announced to the world that we were expecting our third baby in April when I was about 15 weeks along. I had started bleeding really heavily and we figured that the more people knew about it, they could pray for us and our baby. The day I started bleeding, we had an emergency ultrasound and found that our baby was doing very well. I had a Subchorionic Hematoma and it was good that I was bleeding. The more blood that came out, the smaller the blood clot would be. From that moment on, I was on restricted activity until the blood clot was gone (my body should absorb it.). I had my blood drawn for the routine down syndrome/Spina Bifida/etc. screen. I got a call the next day from my doctor saying my blood work was abnormal and that I needed to go to Des Monies for a level 2 ultrasound to see if the baby was alright.

With everything that was going on up until that point, I collapsed on the floor after the phone call sobbing. If it wasn't one thing, it was another. And me and my fragile pregnant self had had enough. We went to Mom's house and I got a priesthood blessing from Charles and his Father. The blessing was comforting. The next day we dropped our girls off and headed to Des Monies for our ultrasound. We discussed what needed to happen with our home if we had a special needs child. It was never a matter of "why us? why would two healthy people conceive a special needs baby?". It was a matter of "what can we do to love and support our child?".

The ultrasound went fantastic. We were reassured by the doctor that our baby was just fine and that SHE (!) was perfect in all ways. The test results were off because of the subchorionic hematoma. Testing blood that early in pregnancy is a growing science. In cases like ours, it was unsettling to not know what was going on in the beginning, but research now could say that the test results can be thrown off for subchorionic hematomas. We were happy to have been told that we were expecting our third daughter! It was the best part of the whole scary process! We decided on her name in that room and decided to kept it a secret until her birth!
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A regular Little Mermaid marathon for Rosie and Caity!

On May 11, our area was struck with a few tornadoes. A city not far from us had been hit by 2 tornadoes within a short amount of time. We were in the basement for about 3 hours that day. The girls didn't like it very much, but I had plenty of snacks and games to play.

Having a "picnic" in the basement during the tornado warning!

Rosalie celebrated her very FIRST birthday on May 21! I spent two weeks making her invites to send them out in time enough for people to RSVP. I made her birthday a pink ninja themed party! Ever since Rosalie could crawl, she would be in one room one second, then a different room the next. I can't tell you how many times I had to drop everything and search for my baby! Rosalie is a ninja! We had family and friends over for her party! She kept trying to attack her cake before we could sing her "Happy Birthday" so in the first picture, she was crying! But by that time, I just let her have at it! It was her cake! ;)

Singing "Happy Birthday" to Rosie!

Rosie playing with one of her many gifts!

After her party, our friends Mike and Karmen invited us over to their house to hang out. I don't know who remembers this, but May 21, 2011, was suppose to be the day of the rapture according to Harold Camping. At 6 that night, when this rapture was suppose to have happened, Rosalie started walking for the first time! We were pretty pumped! We didn't have our camera that night, but we caught some of her walking later on!

Here she comes!

June was a fun month for us! The girls would watch Tangled about 3 times in a row in the morning, nap, then we'd go outside to soak up the sun for hours! They just LOVED playing outside! It was nice for me because both girls now walked and I didn't have to carry Rosie around my big belly!

Every year near the end of June, Charles' work pays for their employees to go to Adventureland in Des Monies for a day. We debated on going or not because it was chilly that day. But the weather became nice at home, so we decided to load up and go. But by the time we go to Des Monies, it was chilly again and we weren't really prepared for it. I didn't bring the girls blankets and dressed them in tank tops and shorts. BAD CALL on my part... But the girls had a lot of fun! And didn't get sick! Rosalie and I couldn't ride any rides, but we had fun watching Charles and Caity!
Caity on the Ladybug ride!

Rosalie watching while eating goldfish!

Our family on the train!

Monday, November 7, 2011

Welcome Back to Blogging!

I cannot say just how crazy this year has been for us thus far! But it has been! We were planning on getting internet back in January and weren't able to until last week. I am updating everything and will post a blog later updating you all on our year thus far!


The biggest blessing of this year, however, was the birth of our third daughter!


Vivian Rane Austin
October 6th, 2011
5:47 p.m.
8 lbs 1 oz
19 1/2 inches